sadness

sometime i feels like i'm yours and you are mine
sometime feels like we are close

somehow it become apart
i feels like there are barriers

it was there
but i can do nothing..

driving lesson

da start kesedaran aku untuk amek lesen

memandangkan papa xsehat so along la yg cover cost

semalam aku g kursus kpp,belajar utk amek test

haahaha lawak je rase nk amek lesen

tp cuak pun ade, da tua br nk blaja..hee

tp xpe usaha jela coz perlukannya

in case emergency akula yg diaharapkn kot

so next week aku plan nk amek test computer

cepat amek cepat settle

kalu xpass leh cpat2 repeat

heee...cm exm paper lak leh repeat

hope pastla coz malas n xnk byr rm 10

sebenarnye happy semalam

aku belajar 2 benda baru

1st driving lesson

2nd main squash..thnx has! n aku senam semalam k!

sile beri tunjuk ajar n bg motivasi

supaya aku cepat belajar n pandai bwk kete

dan xlupa juga untuk cepat kurus!

desktop background aku pic time kurus!

sebgai motivasi diri ini aku letak pic kt atas

buku memandu n air peneman diri untuk kurus!

ragam manusia

ada macam2 jenis org kan dlm dunia nie
kita pon xsempurna tapi dalam sesetengah hal cubelah memahami
susah jugak kalau org penyebok neh
xtahu la nk kate ape lagi dah

sanggup tersengih depan kite masuk bilik kite
walaupun kite da bg signal cm malas nk layan awak
dan yang paling best menghujani aku dengan soalan2 yg xperlu
seperti awak kuar hr2 g mane jer

u kuar kemana i xsibuk why u sibuk yer
sy guna duit awk? x..
sy kacau awk? langsung x..
pendek kata xyahla ramah sgt ngn sy yg xbrape ramah ni

coz ramah awk da thap kronik k
n silela paham i ni panas baran n cepat melenting..
oleh itu xyahla penat bual n ckp benda yg xperlu
kan lebih elok diam n ckp bile perlu

kalau nk mkn silela beli or nak mintak just mintak
sy xsukela org wat2 baik tp nk pape
nampak na xikhlas n kejap2 mencelah org tgah bual
tah pape la awk nie..scandal gile awk suke kot..tp sy x!

sy xrapat ngn awak n xrase pun nk rapat
so sile sedar ade jurang antara kita n not everythng i can share
u suke bercerita or whtever u punye pasal la tp i x!
n untuk elakkan lyanan xelok sile ubah perangai n yg penting bukak pintu sendiri!

i jarang nk marah if xde pape..so cik kak, sarang tebuan jgn dijolok!

mood : xselesa la ngn awk n nk ngamuk je tgk mule lu

salam

cinta dan jodoh

cinta punyai pelbagai keadaan
terpulang pada setiap individu
cinta pada Allah dan manusia
cinta yg dekat dan jauh, yang kekal dan tidak

pencarian tidak menjanjikan penemuan
terserah pada Dia yang menentukan
harapan xselalunya memberikan hasil
dan penantian xselalunya sia-sia

semuanya terletak pada keputusan-Nya
siapa jodoh kita dan bila ia hadir
sering kali aku ingatkan diri ku
"apa yang kita ingin kan xsemestinya terbaik untuk diri kita"

semoga kita semua bertemu dengan jodoh yang kita inginkan

salam

keeping "i love you" to myself

the person is in front of you but you just can't tell him how much you love him..
have you ever encounter this part in your life?
well its hurting me..
i want him so much..but i don't want him to go away when i confess..

since i know that there will be no more relationship than friend for us..
and i have to keep it since i don't want to lose him..
i'm hating myself cause i do appreciate what i have which mean this friendship..
but i want more..which i think makes people hating me..

i'm sorry, i just can't help the feelings that growing inside me each and every single day..
what i must do is keep the distance between us so that i won't hurt that much..
though i actually lied that of course i'll get hurt..
will i survive with this?.....i don't know but i'll try..

salam

the end..

ISF dah melabuhkan tirai..last friday
kami ke uitm shah alam..
kinda sad n frust actually going back without any medal..
p/s : one medal from azie fr masters (congrat)
seeing others go on stage was hurting me..
but that won't bring me down..
i plan to practice once a week if i can rather than nothing..
the reason is because there will be masum game this coming january and i wanna hit it!
and i think i can if i really work hard for it...

the most memorable moment is spending time with my mates..
u guys r the best..
team event was so cool..
the uncool part is we lost 60 pins that make us be at 4th place..
200 that i'm carving for was not there..the highest that i did was 190..
i'm satisfied that my average increasing each day..

Ya Allah, i pray that i can do my best after this so that i will get medal..
and also in my studies since this is my final year but not final sem..
i will start my driving lesson, i need to ask papa first..
and what inspiring to practice more is we will get a chance to go to manila on May..
so i need to maintain my score since i heard there will be a selection..
and i thinks it gonna be tough!

salam

last but nt least..

tomorrow or should i say today is the last day of ISF..
i hope we did well and i'm praying for that..
lets finish it..
best of luck mates..
i want to improve my score...
and definitely praying for 200 !

salam
status : nervous