PAMPERED

i thinks that was what most people said about the youngest kid in a family
i love the attention given to me and the trust that i thinks everyone wish for
and i'm grateful to experience that in my life
I LOVE MY FAMILY and thanks for EVERYTHING

today,my family went back home..after we spend time together last night
i miss that kind of moments and i love the way it is still there though some are married
i love the way we share our laugh and love..that can never be replaced
i miss everyone...

i'm not coming from a well-to-do family which have a dato n datin as mum and dad
we are only an ordinary family, and i'm glad that we have each other
caring for each other and loving one another such a blessed from Him
Ya Allah, thanks for all of these..i'm grateful

i used to get what i want since my childhood
they try their best to give what i want
and as i grew older, i understand their sacrifices
for this, Alhamdulillah

i'm easily pissed off when something happen
but praise to Allah that He sometimes help me getting through it easily
some says "untunglah u" but thanks to Him for making it happen
either i get what i want from someone or i get it by chance...i'm grateful,really

*this entry as an appreciation to first of all Him, the Creator
and my family...

u can label it whtever u like :)

cermin memantulkan refleksi diri
haaaaaa...kt sini xleh nk chong dah
just between you and the mirror
u can says anything to anyone regarding anything
but in the end,looks into the mirror to know better :)
*silela sedar

sedar xsedar da 4th week in uia..
time flies babeh! cm xcaya i was about to graduate
now i've seen more of people's attitude
you,you and you...yes YOU!
CHANGING? is that what u called changing from a phase to another?
*hmmm....ye la SGT!!

u used to do what u said was wrong then u suddenly realize it
then u start judging people and claims that u change..
owh my! though u might improving ur personal life,
that doesnt mean u r PERFECT! nobody is perfect except ALLAH..
*duhhh...u knew it already thts the fact!

though u claimed u've change, yet u still...MENJAGA TEPI KAIN ORG
is that what u called CHANGING? hahaha..
change ur appearances doesnt mean u r a different person or BETTER
cloths wont change who u are...maturity and behaviour is...
a different thing that u cant simply said u r GOOD
*BUDI BAHASA n TATASUSILA itu lagi penting

i'm not here to judge...i'm being neutral
some said u r the one who makes me treat you like tht..
huh??? ape kebenda nye...kalu perangai ko elok ko xwat org
i'm nt a person who bother ppl or attack ppl...hahahaha ye eh u cmtu?
stalking ppl n sibuk hal org n kdg ckap melepas then say sorry tu ape yer???
*tepuk dada tanya hati..siapa awk sbnarnye

CLAIMING n ACCUSE ppl is easy ayte?
ngaku jela..coz u r used to it...
lets live life with a clear mind,reduce ur -ve thought
stop judging ppl, coz u r wht u are n u cant hide it
n one more thing, what goes around comes around la makcikss especially n pkcikksss too
*ustazah kate org yg alim xkn mengaku diri alim..tu salah satu cntoh mudah yer...

xsalah mengingatkn, menegur, menasihati
coz org kate jgn pndang keburukan penasihat
tp pandangla nasihatnye.....jd anyone can say n labels ppl
but puhh-leaseeee jg tatasusila cara2 awk yerrr.....
*respect others if u want the same thing,working wont change ppl..REMEMBER that

pergi.....

tiada yg kekal melainkan Allah
tp ketiadaan ini terasa dingin sekali
hari2 berlalu seperti angin
tidak nmpak tp terasa
mnyusup menyelubungi hati
kesedihan yg xterluah,xterkata
tetapi tiada yg mengerti jika didengari
rintihan hati menggunung
berderai butiran jernih mengenangkannya
keredhaan diiringi rasa perit
cubaan melupakan jelas menyeksa perasaan
rintihan yang hanya berlagu dlm hati
melintasi tempat yg dlu dikunjungi
kdgkala meruntun hati
wlaupun ini mgkin yg terbaik
tapi,masa beriring dgnku cuba melupakan..
kisah silam supaya aku terus kuatkn hati
wlaupun jauh disatu sudut mengalir air jernih itu

ya Allah,berikan aku kekuatan

pucuk ubi

bukan pasal syur tu pon
benda ag best :)
alhamdulillah td ptg sblum lik ke jb a.adi tnye :
mim nk broadband x..aku tnyela bp sbln n kate nk leh tp tggu sem dpnla
sape lak nk byrkn
then a.adi kate tu under along so die xguna coz de 2 bb
nak je mntk bb..hahahha...
kesimpulannya ana ade broadband free lah
sukelah jd ank bongsu nie! :)

Manila

Manila...yes a trip that should took place ths week...
I xtau pape then suddenly my cptain msg
Seriously i cume online if i kt jb my sis’s house
Tp when i’m home i xde internet...
N after he informed me then i try use my BASIC FONE SONY K330
Korg pon xpernah sedr kewujudan tth fone kn?
Coz honestly my fone rosak so i lost all contact num n no one say a word to me
So jgnla ckp cm u did everythng as if i xnk g
Sape yg xnk...but all of sudden in one day i was informed then nk try cr sponsor
Wht bout other things???? Plan yg lain? My fmly’s vacation?? Mmgla x kt luar negara n its cheap tp it was the plan...i was the teammate n i deserve at least a peace of info! So dun simply said oh i did everythng like i dun appreciate it,for god sake!

People who read...i xmarah tp if u r at my place how would u feel?????

memandu manda

seronokla driving
rase cm ketagih lak
tp jalan sibuk xdrive
di highway sedap rasenye memandu
tenang sikit kepale..
jumaat hrtu drive 2kali p senai
i just want to be good in driving n i like it :)

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i dun mind people hating me
i'm saying the truth, n Allah knows well
i know u very well so u cn do wht u want
as long as u r happy

sometimes fresh air is needed
and sometimes old things shows everything