Thursday, December 31, 2009

time flies..

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 12:14 PM 4 comments
semalam brunch ngn kwn2 sekelas selepas saoh *cmni ke eja?.hee* food poisoning..so me,has,waneq,yun n jannah g la hs..mkn nasi bersama2 n share mcm2 cite..
dr muvee review sampaila ke kisah rumate masing2..
most of them grad ths sem so beta sgt hargai masa seperti semalam ;)

sedar xsedar esok adelah 1st january 2010..
xde pape yg terlintas dlm kepala nie..
cume 1 yg pasti nk kuruskan bdn..
yg lain undecided...

dan melangkah ke tahun hadapan will make me turned 23..
cepat mase berlalu..ujung thun hadapan tamatla pengajian aku di uia
sedih tp life must go on..org xselalu disisi kite melainkan DIA
my plan mmg trus keje la..xsanggup nk bebankan parents lagi da..

perangai rumate semakin pelik..
syukurla awak ade mak..org lain xde mak sape nk tepon
beta pon xbaik tp kawal la sikit adab dng parents
xde mereka xde kita kt dunia nie..tah bile mereka pergi kite xtahu..hargai ape yg ada

along offer kancil 2nd hand..
aku tgah congak2 mane nak cekau rm100 every month kalu aku amek kete tu
beta xkaya so inila yg mampu sebgai permulaan..da keje sok beli la sendiri
tp kenala reti bwk kete dlu.heeee

mcm xpercya study da nk hbs means aku nak bekerja
seterusnye ape? aku pun xtahu..
nak kawin xde sape nk..haha
yg penting tu ma n pa kt umah both next year 63 n 62..

sem ni aku akan cuba buat yg terbaik
setiap sem pun aku rase aku da wat tp maybe xckup
selain tu aku ucapkan tahniah pd kwn2 yg da kwin n yg bakal kwin
semoga kehidupan kite semua bertambah baik dr hr ke hr

p/s: tahniah pd yg nk grad sem ni, the rest marila kite usaha

salam

Sunday, December 27, 2009

sadness

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 2:40 PM 0 comments
sometime i feels like i'm yours and you are mine
sometime feels like we are close

somehow it become apart
i feels like there are barriers

it was there
but i can do nothing..

driving lesson

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 12:11 PM 0 comments


da start kesedaran aku untuk amek lesen
memandangkan papa xsehat so along la yg cover cost
semalam aku g kursus kpp,belajar utk amek test
haahaha lawak je rase nk amek lesen


tp cuak pun ade, da tua br nk blaja..hee
tp xpe usaha jela coz perlukannya
in case emergency akula yg diaharapkn kot
so next week aku plan nk amek test computer


cepat amek cepat settle
kalu xpass leh cpat2 repeat
heee...cm exm paper lak leh repeat
hope pastla coz malas n xnk byr rm 10


sebenarnye happy semalam
aku belajar 2 benda baru
1st driving lesson
2nd main squash..thnx has! n aku senam semalam k!


sile beri tunjuk ajar n bg motivasi
supaya aku cepat belajar n pandai bwk kete
dan xlupa juga untuk cepat kurus!
desktop background aku pic time kurus!


sebgai motivasi diri ini aku letak pic kt atas
buku memandu n air peneman diri untuk kurus!

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

ragam manusia

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 12:58 AM 0 comments
ada macam2 jenis org kan dlm dunia nie
kita pon xsempurna tapi dalam sesetengah hal cubelah memahami
susah jugak kalau org penyebok neh
xtahu la nk kate ape lagi dah

sanggup tersengih depan kite masuk bilik kite
walaupun kite da bg signal cm malas nk layan awak
dan yang paling best menghujani aku dengan soalan2 yg xperlu
seperti awak kuar hr2 g mane jer

u kuar kemana i xsibuk why u sibuk yer
sy guna duit awk? x..
sy kacau awk? langsung x..
pendek kata xyahla ramah sgt ngn sy yg xbrape ramah ni

coz ramah awk da thap kronik k
n silela paham i ni panas baran n cepat melenting..
oleh itu xyahla penat bual n ckp benda yg xperlu
kan lebih elok diam n ckp bile perlu

kalau nk mkn silela beli or nak mintak just mintak
sy xsukela org wat2 baik tp nk pape
nampak na xikhlas n kejap2 mencelah org tgah bual
tah pape la awk nie..scandal gile awk suke kot..tp sy x!

sy xrapat ngn awak n xrase pun nk rapat
so sile sedar ade jurang antara kita n not everythng i can share
u suke bercerita or whtever u punye pasal la tp i x!
n untuk elakkan lyanan xelok sile ubah perangai n yg penting bukak pintu sendiri!

i jarang nk marah if xde pape..so cik kak, sarang tebuan jgn dijolok!

mood : xselesa la ngn awk n nk ngamuk je tgk mule lu

salam

Sunday, December 20, 2009

cinta dan jodoh

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 7:18 PM 3 comments
cinta punyai pelbagai keadaan
terpulang pada setiap individu
cinta pada Allah dan manusia
cinta yg dekat dan jauh, yang kekal dan tidak

pencarian tidak menjanjikan penemuan
terserah pada Dia yang menentukan
harapan xselalunya memberikan hasil
dan penantian xselalunya sia-sia

semuanya terletak pada keputusan-Nya
siapa jodoh kita dan bila ia hadir
sering kali aku ingatkan diri ku
"apa yang kita ingin kan xsemestinya terbaik untuk diri kita"

semoga kita semua bertemu dengan jodoh yang kita inginkan

salam

Sunday, December 13, 2009

keeping "i love you" to myself

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 10:47 AM 0 comments
the person is in front of you but you just can't tell him how much you love him..
have you ever encounter this part in your life?
well its hurting me..
i want him so much..but i don't want him to go away when i confess..

since i know that there will be no more relationship than friend for us..
and i have to keep it since i don't want to lose him..
i'm hating myself cause i do appreciate what i have which mean this friendship..
but i want more..which i think makes people hating me..

i'm sorry, i just can't help the feelings that growing inside me each and every single day..
what i must do is keep the distance between us so that i won't hurt that much..
though i actually lied that of course i'll get hurt..
will i survive with this?.....i don't know but i'll try..

salam

the end..

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 12:33 AM 3 comments
ISF dah melabuhkan tirai..last friday
kami ke uitm shah alam..
kinda sad n frust actually going back without any medal..
p/s : one medal from azie fr masters (congrat)
seeing others go on stage was hurting me..
but that won't bring me down..
i plan to practice once a week if i can rather than nothing..
the reason is because there will be masum game this coming january and i wanna hit it!
and i think i can if i really work hard for it...

the most memorable moment is spending time with my mates..
u guys r the best..
team event was so cool..
the uncool part is we lost 60 pins that make us be at 4th place..
200 that i'm carving for was not there..the highest that i did was 190..
i'm satisfied that my average increasing each day..

Ya Allah, i pray that i can do my best after this so that i will get medal..
and also in my studies since this is my final year but not final sem..
i will start my driving lesson, i need to ask papa first..
and what inspiring to practice more is we will get a chance to go to manila on May..
so i need to maintain my score since i heard there will be a selection..
and i thinks it gonna be tough!

salam

Thursday, December 10, 2009

last but nt least..

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 2:27 AM 0 comments
tomorrow or should i say today is the last day of ISF..
i hope we did well and i'm praying for that..
lets finish it..
best of luck mates..
i want to improve my score...
and definitely praying for 200 !

salam
status : nervous

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

....

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 1:57 AM 0 comments
i want it but i just can't get it..

its nt tht i'm moody or ignoring my games..

they didnt know how i carry the feeling of remmbring my dad all the days even while throwing the ball..

well i don't mind keeping it to myself but don't think tht i didnt try...

well tmrrow is a new day, lets make it count...

Sunday, December 6, 2009

papa

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 1:28 PM 0 comments
no wonder asik ingat kt papa few days ago up till yesterday..upenye smthng bad happen..emm ni yg rase hati kt umah ni :(

td along msg kate papa kat hospital..papa jtuh kt surau last nyte..my dad mmg degil, mlm td along nk bwk g hospital xmo..pg td sakit n bengkak..so g sane doc suruh rest jap..

i knw my dad..die akan tahan selagi blh, tp klu die sndiri nk g means sgt sakit..he's 61..ths is the reason why i nk cpt2 grad n keje..

i do have dreams smbung masters tp pikirkan keadaan kesihatan org tua yg xmenentu i rather stay than regretting it..

papa, br smlm dgr suara..ptutla rindu semacam..be strong, i miss u n will pray for u..

i love u..

salam

the biggest loser

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 1:01 AM 2 comments
yes as mentioned above aku sekarang da gantung bj n suar idaman yg aku nk pkai tp da beli without try agak sendat disitu kerana kegemukan..sentap ko jah!

ala2 the biggest looser gitu pandang bj yg nk pkai..bukan pandang je tp kenala usaha..gitu katenye..

mane xnye...kt umah g dapur lbh kerap dr mandi n solat..sgtt mantop! bile tnye papa cmne nk kurus, katenye : kurangkan ke dapur..haha

anak dara ke dapur tlg mak, aku lak sapu mknan..hamim2.. mmgla ko neh tong recycle,sumbat je ape mmg aku xtolak, kate org rezeki jgn ditolak..hahaha

kt uia bfore break kn ke final exam so aku mkn cm esoknye end of the day..haha

ni lak tgah trainng n new moon bg aku so mkn xteratur n agak keterlaluan ket selera aku..

so kesahnye aku sekarang nk diet semula n serius disini ok..tp pas tourney la coz time tourney(8-11 dec) mkn xtentu n tenaga byk guna nk berbowling..kaedahnye!

tersentap dgr masum in january..apekah?

jgn tnye nape aku ade bowling ball extra instead of six pax!! hahaha

aku da kuarkn minuman aku yg aku simpan..memula je excited br beli la katekan..tp dun worry mmg aku nk kurus semula mane xnye, suar ketat n bola bowling terserlah bile pkai bj..wtf!

no more late night munching..maggie,jajan..bye2 super ring..aku rase nila jihad terbesar aku..haha..korg pe tau selera mkn aku..duit hbs xbeli brg or shopping tp wat mkn..haha

byk tul plan aku ths sem : nk amek lesen, kuruskan bdn, masum, g holidays..

motif : nk kurus !

Friday, December 4, 2009

feelings

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 3:50 AM 0 comments
a bird wanna fly..

so he has to learns..

its not easy to spread the wings..

he can't cry,sing and fly at the same time..

even if he fly, the rythm was not there...

its still dull and can't be reach..

can someone actually listen to his heart...

to hear what he want and how does he feel all this while..just once..

cause once is enough...

to make him feels cared and free to let it go...

Thursday, December 3, 2009

lipas part 2

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 12:43 AM 0 comments
perlu kah ko dtg..

yg pelik org lain xjmpe aku yg jmpe..

punca? ko letakla rak kasut ko kt luar! sbb die nyorok kt situ!

the fact tht we live at ground floor mmgla tmpt die..silela clear kn pe yg ptut!

nk de rak kasut aku xkesahla..tp every week kemasla, ni x..berabuk..lipas kt payung ko ko tau x! yg jmpenye aku...tensen aku

da r before neh kt bilek aku..

so sile alert ngn ur stuff! clean it regularly!

salam..

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

hr xselalunye cerah

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 1:29 AM 0 comments
few weeks ago i felt so happy

but suddenly tonight my mood change

i don't know why but there is a feeling of lost and uncertain

will i be hurt again..

or will i loose someone..

or will i cry..

i don't know but i'm sure it will come..

if yes..God plss show me the sign earlier so that i will be prepared..

i know i'm not strong..but at least i will try to be strong..

mode : sad

salam...

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

beowulf yg tah pape n etc

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 3:30 PM 0 comments
hello..lame rase x blogging..ni aku br smpi td dr umah utk trainng ptg neh..mama ku yg sorg suke wat suprise last mnit..org da cun pack brg die bg 1beg plastik mkanan..mama mama..hahahaa..aku mmg kuat mkn n die tau sgt perut aku..dek kepenatan yg amat aku td naik cab dr masjid jamek n kenala RM21.40..cm haram..xpela aku xlarat ngn si pinky ag..aku lik trus excited bukak lappy cek cam..pelik n risau tgk mid term amlit yg nyawa2 ikan n lg la seram tgk quiz beowulf xde..cek email mdm reply kate aku lmbat n die xjmpe pon paper aku n sudahnye xde markah aku..kak mei lek je post midterm's mark pas exam final nape die leh kate aku lmbt..nway, nk ngamuk pun xguna ngn org cmtu..mekasehla mdm..Allah je balas..aku jugak yg die kate salah..xpela aku terima..kang aku ckp lebih kate kuang ajar lak..tp mmg xptt la kan..kdg2 aku kecewa ngn sikap dieorg neh! aku penat tp kena la g trainng memandangkan score yg xmolek smpi papa pun geleng kepale..haiisshh penat ngeluh...tengokkan jela result esok..

mode : emo

salam..
 

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