Wednesday, December 29, 2010

the internet

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 12:48 PM 0 comments
wow sounds like a presentation in computer application's class
i'm missing iium and my friends!
i'm missing kl and unplanned hangout
gosh, like totally missing everything

alhamdulillah, thanks to papa for yesterday
finally i have my own broadband
we planned for streamyx but our "castle" was more than 5km from the cable
"kingdom of far far away" (rindu uss singapore)

the reason i finally grab a broadbnd because i want to apply for jobs
believe it or not, i can counts how many application that i have made
so i starts looking for job
enough with home i guess

not that i hates home, but i need my outside world
i'm blessed with cool parents, whatever i wants i can get it
those vacations, pocket money though i didnt work
sudden trip need money so thanks ma, pa

::: i hopes for a better tomorrow for them and me

Friday, November 12, 2010

nak mencari bukan mudah

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 12:19 PM 1 comments
senang je orang cakap, kahwin la
amboi kau ingat boleh beli sekilo 10hengget?
ingat dapat, payah wooo
lagi2 yang perangai cam aku neh

hai apela nasib, baru nak berkawan awak lak berperangai
baru nak kenal lebih, bercanggah pulak pendapat
nak berkawan nak dilayan tapi xnak relationship
siap boleh lagi kawan ngan org lain jugak

aku xkesah sangat yela tp sape xnak teman
tapi aku memilih, tp bukan ape pon
cume nak yang serasi, yang boleh diharap
bukan yang cam budak2 sgt, or skema...akak ganasla!

tapi aku pon satu, kdg cpt suka kadang cepat rimas
macam2 la kau, hengat kau diva!
ape kau sibuk! haaa tu jawapan aku kat org yg bg statement diatas
aku yang nak kawan sukati akula, lain org lain taste!

pesanan : carilah, pilihla supaya xmenysesal kalau da tersalah xboleh patah balik..soal kahwin bukan tuk sehari dua tapi nak kongsi idup selamanya insyaAllah..kalau couple xsuka boleh break, da kahwin xkan nak cerai pulak..

pesanan untuk diri : ade kat luar sane mungkin belum masanya, sabar ye..teruskan berusaha dan doa

mode : merawang jap mase break study cct

Monday, November 8, 2010

xtahu nak kata ape

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 11:30 AM 0 comments
pg td 1st thing msg papa
xsanggup nak call
da berapa hari saya rase xsenang
so i needs to ask him

okay 1st thing pg td pasal test esk
yes i tau papa xbg
i degil nak but i kena consider die
so i asked

he said no
no choice

paling sedih ialah cam
world lit
not even half
mmg xteruk cam yang i pernah dapat

but die xsame cam lecturer lain
ade harapan ke..seriously i'm crying

hilang semangat nak g exm ptg ni :'(

Saturday, November 6, 2010

methods of da'wah

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 3:38 AM 0 comments
5 hours and 20 minutes from now will be my first paper
yes, methods of da'wah
and i'm kinda lazy
yes..lazy at this hour bout couldn't sleep

dear God, please give me the strength

Thursday, November 4, 2010

easy come, easy go

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 8:27 PM 0 comments
that what people said about most thing
i thinks it is true

feelings is a gift
without it, life were colorless

tears sometimes make us feel better
keeping it will hurts

deep down there, i feel it
but i do not know how to explain

i'm a human, not that perfect
i makes mistakes and i have feelings

should i keep hoping for something
or should i walk away, keep searching

can someone lend me your shoulder
i need it for sometimes

i'm not that tough as what people see
because i do know what people called hurt

its been awhile i do not feel it
but things that comes once in a while do hurts me

Allah created things with purpose
and because of what He had created i felt relief

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

excited, berdebar

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 4:17 PM 2 comments
ye itulah perasaan saya
sampai cam lupa lak pada test final
teruja coz ni first time dapat feedback
tapi debar coz kena amek test

seronokla dapat pengalaman cmni
tapi yela kan, tkut xmemenuhi kehendak
ye saye seronok, t da kena reject br tau kau mim!
saya xhebat la g interbiu berlambak2, ni baru nak rase..haha

gini kak ton, kak nab n kak kiah
korang mesti tertanya2, ape jugakla budak mok neh..ahaa
saya apply kat jobstreet la jadi editor oxford fajar
tapi nun kt shah alam

akak tu call, betul2 pas aku bangun tido n angkat kain
hehee...die nak suruh amek test
katenye pas sampi ikut direction die bagi, call je die amek
baik kan..kau tunggula time aku kena test...jangan nk sengeh sgt mim! haha

*Alhamdulillah, saya xexpect lelebih tapi sekurang2 nye Allah s.w.t dengar doa saya...terima kasih xterhingga kepada-Nya

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

morning breeze

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 8:29 AM 0 comments
the air never give up
rain will pour anytime
a volcano can spill the larva anytime
death will comes, soon or later

smiles , faceless, motionless
hard times lead to success
agony, sad and anger lingering
joy and tears walking side by side

alone but not that lonely
smiles but not that happy
crying but not that sad
sleeping or dying

Friday, October 22, 2010

an appeal letter a.k.a complaint letter

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 5:56 PM 0 comments

First of all i want to say you do not have the right to enter my room without permission and as far as i’m concerned during that day nobody was in the room. And for the reason of dirty compartment i do not regard a room full with my own cloths and stuff as dirty room because it was my laundry day and it was my room though. When it comes to issue a compound for students well i shall said i’m impressed but when it comes to stealing cases none action taken as efficient like this. I’m appealing for my right and for your action ENTERING MY ROOM WITHOUT MY PERMISSION. I can accept your reason of dirty compartment if my room was left like that after check-out but in this case it was not and my room was not like that all the time so i do not think this compound is relevant. I only received the compound letter yesterday (22/10/10) though the spot check was done on 14/10/10, and as you know revision and exams will take place next week and this thing is disturbing my schedule.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

wish list

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 11:16 PM 2 comments
wawawa belum kerja dah ade
xsalah berangan2 kan
hikhik, kasi motivate diri cr kje betul2
tp depend on gaji gak la

antaranya, jeng3! hahahha
hp canggih dlm minda ni nak bb or mane2 yang best t da kje
nak camera hebat
nak ipad kalu perlu
nak handbag mahal
nak travel oversea
nak travel memane bwak family mcam along buat
nak ipod touch
nak kereta
nak KAWIN :) (tgk dlu la ade bf x,setakat ni xde)

*xbanyak pon wish list kite, tapi memerlukan wang yang banyak...jadi saya akan mula mengumpul duit gaji bulan kedua coz bulan pertama saya akan berbelanja lelebih biasenye...hehe...kite merancang Allah tentukan...semoga Dia kabulkan impian saya...aminn

Saturday, October 16, 2010

xtahu nak bagi title ape

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 4:11 PM 0 comments
xtaula sebenarnye nak regard u as fren ke x
u xde then ade
u senyap then dtg mintak tlg
sometimes sibuk nk together2 ade mase blah cmtu je

mmg ur nature ke cmtu
time susah nk mtk tlg xtnye2 pon i available ke x
time u happy i was nt there nt even diajak n bg reason tah pape (ckp jela terus terang, telling lies buat sy nyampah)
wow..amazing then mengumpat mengata i behind my back dgn org yg i xsuke!

dulu if u ade pape u cerita kt i mcm2
termasukla org yg konon u regard as bff tp u still ngumpat die
wow..again, impressed!!
yet wht to do..chipsmore,jap ade jap xde

jgn ingat i layan u baik maknanye everything was fine n normal
with ur current request, owh my mmg xpyahla u nak expect anythng
ingat dapatla ?
saya lebih suka xde kawan drpd ade yang macam awak

*khas untuk awak dan awak....awak berdua buat saya sedar, kadang2 kite je cuba nak put everythng back in order mmg penat, dan kalau awak cuma baik bila jarang jumpa dan baik masa mintak tolong saya je pon xbest kn hidup nie....xpela, hari ni hari saya, tggulah nnti orang buat awak....awk kata saya cm budak2, awak ingat awak tu dah matang la..i knew u like the way u know urself....secara jujurnya : SAYA KECEWA

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

sile take note

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 7:55 PM 0 comments
setiap orang ade hal masing2
so silela paham sikit
kalau nk mintak sesuatu sile berhemah
sbb kite mtk org punye masa

jadi kalau de pape boleh x bgtau awal
camla hidup kt cmpus duk dlam bilik je
silela paham, AKU ADE HAL LAIN JGK
jgnla expect last minit info leh jadi cmtu je

pasni jgn lak nak kate aku xcooperatela
apela, saje xnak dtgla
hangin tau x!

Sunday, October 3, 2010

hari mereka

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 10:47 AM 3 comments



hari ini hari ahad
tetapi bukan hari ahad yg biase
sebab hari ini hari convocation kawan2ku
tahniah semua...

aku pulak yang berdebar lebih nk jmpe dieorg
ape2 pon tahniah kerana hari yang ditunggu dah tiba
aku semangat mandi pagi n mintak uda hantar
pastu p la convest hill beli bunga

3 bunga untuk 3 sahabat aku
hassy, atynn n waneq
yang lain pon kwn2 tp yang ni yang rapat
kalu sume aku beli bunga kayap la i..haha

nak je petik kat entrance tu
kemain nak convo barula dieorg tanam pokok
hahaa...uia selalu cmtu
aku beli sekuntum je utk korg,tu yang termampu

nila bunga nye..
saya bunga ditaman
awak2 sume kumbang tanduk di taman
miahahahaha

tahniah kawan2 :)

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

lopak dijalan yang masih tinggal setelah hujan kering

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 1:08 AM 3 comments
mungkin sudah masanya
untuk aku pikirkan hal ni
pada sesetengah orang mungkin awal
tp aku mula rase memerlukannya

kerana nya aku hidup
hidup dengan kenangan
yang aku tangisi hampir setiap masa
kini, kesunyian menghimpit hatiku di segenap ruang

aku mencari dan berdoa ada di sana
pengganti, peneman, tempat meluah
aku perlukannya, aku xnafikan perasaan aku
cuma persoalan yang menghantui diriku ialah siapa, dimana dia

ade sesetengah perkara yang aku xboleh luahkan pada sesiapa
ade perkara yang hanya aku dan dia boleh tahu
hidup dengan kenangan lalu menitiskan air mata aku
mungkin luarannya aku masih seperti biasa, tapi didalam hanya aku yang tahu

masa tetap berlalu dan aku ada sesuatu namun bukan yang tepat
kerana mengejar dan dikejar adalah dua benda berbeza
aku mampu bersandar pada impian
dan kini ia menggunung dan aku masih berharap....menunggu

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

luka

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 12:11 PM 0 comments
wuaaaa....rase nak nangis la tau mark presentation
teruk...xpernah dapat mark teruk cmni
dala 1st presentation in this semester
sedihh gilee wehh
balik2 my left toe berdarah
lagilaaa sedih
sy berharap pada kekerapan
kekerapan disini maksudnye ialah..
bila sesuatu yg sy mulakan tidak menjadi baik,
selalunya yg mendatang akan beransur pulih
sy berharap...sgt2 :'(

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

sometimes...

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 6:34 PM 0 comments
sometimes i wish i could forget my past
sometimes i wanna go somewhere far-far away
sometimes i'm tired and tears always following me

it is not easy to forget someone that we love
there are sometimes when things happen i just can't help to think about it
i'm hoping the right person is out there
i really do...

loving someone is not easy and i can't force myself
i may be your friends but i can't simply love you
that is the hardest thing
i'm just a normal human being

i'm not easily fall in love
but i can love you easily if we have the chemistry
for now, just please let the time decide
i want to live my life to the fullest

mode : sentap tetibe nk tggu waktu buka

Sunday, August 8, 2010

PAMPERED

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 3:31 PM 2 comments
i thinks that was what most people said about the youngest kid in a family
i love the attention given to me and the trust that i thinks everyone wish for
and i'm grateful to experience that in my life
I LOVE MY FAMILY and thanks for EVERYTHING

today,my family went back home..after we spend time together last night
i miss that kind of moments and i love the way it is still there though some are married
i love the way we share our laugh and love..that can never be replaced
i miss everyone...

i'm not coming from a well-to-do family which have a dato n datin as mum and dad
we are only an ordinary family, and i'm glad that we have each other
caring for each other and loving one another such a blessed from Him
Ya Allah, thanks for all of these..i'm grateful

i used to get what i want since my childhood
they try their best to give what i want
and as i grew older, i understand their sacrifices
for this, Alhamdulillah

i'm easily pissed off when something happen
but praise to Allah that He sometimes help me getting through it easily
some says "untunglah u" but thanks to Him for making it happen
either i get what i want from someone or i get it by chance...i'm grateful,really

*this entry as an appreciation to first of all Him, the Creator
and my family...

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

u can label it whtever u like :)

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 3:47 PM 0 comments
cermin memantulkan refleksi diri
haaaaaa...kt sini xleh nk chong dah
just between you and the mirror
u can says anything to anyone regarding anything
but in the end,looks into the mirror to know better :)
*silela sedar

sedar xsedar da 4th week in uia..
time flies babeh! cm xcaya i was about to graduate
now i've seen more of people's attitude
you,you and you...yes YOU!
CHANGING? is that what u called changing from a phase to another?
*hmmm....ye la SGT!!

u used to do what u said was wrong then u suddenly realize it
then u start judging people and claims that u change..
owh my! though u might improving ur personal life,
that doesnt mean u r PERFECT! nobody is perfect except ALLAH..
*duhhh...u knew it already thts the fact!

though u claimed u've change, yet u still...MENJAGA TEPI KAIN ORG
is that what u called CHANGING? hahaha..
change ur appearances doesnt mean u r a different person or BETTER
cloths wont change who u are...maturity and behaviour is...
a different thing that u cant simply said u r GOOD
*BUDI BAHASA n TATASUSILA itu lagi penting

i'm not here to judge...i'm being neutral
some said u r the one who makes me treat you like tht..
huh??? ape kebenda nye...kalu perangai ko elok ko xwat org
i'm nt a person who bother ppl or attack ppl...hahahaha ye eh u cmtu?
stalking ppl n sibuk hal org n kdg ckap melepas then say sorry tu ape yer???
*tepuk dada tanya hati..siapa awk sbnarnye

CLAIMING n ACCUSE ppl is easy ayte?
ngaku jela..coz u r used to it...
lets live life with a clear mind,reduce ur -ve thought
stop judging ppl, coz u r wht u are n u cant hide it
n one more thing, what goes around comes around la makcikss especially n pkcikksss too
*ustazah kate org yg alim xkn mengaku diri alim..tu salah satu cntoh mudah yer...

xsalah mengingatkn, menegur, menasihati
coz org kate jgn pndang keburukan penasihat
tp pandangla nasihatnye.....jd anyone can say n labels ppl
but puhh-leaseeee jg tatasusila cara2 awk yerrr.....
*respect others if u want the same thing,working wont change ppl..REMEMBER that

Monday, July 26, 2010

pergi.....

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 10:37 PM 0 comments
tiada yg kekal melainkan Allah
tp ketiadaan ini terasa dingin sekali
hari2 berlalu seperti angin
tidak nmpak tp terasa
mnyusup menyelubungi hati
kesedihan yg xterluah,xterkata
tetapi tiada yg mengerti jika didengari
rintihan hati menggunung
berderai butiran jernih mengenangkannya
keredhaan diiringi rasa perit
cubaan melupakan jelas menyeksa perasaan
rintihan yang hanya berlagu dlm hati
melintasi tempat yg dlu dikunjungi
kdgkala meruntun hati
wlaupun ini mgkin yg terbaik
tapi,masa beriring dgnku cuba melupakan..
kisah silam supaya aku terus kuatkn hati
wlaupun jauh disatu sudut mengalir air jernih itu

ya Allah,berikan aku kekuatan

Monday, May 24, 2010

pucuk ubi

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 1:27 AM 1 comments
bukan pasal syur tu pon
benda ag best :)
alhamdulillah td ptg sblum lik ke jb a.adi tnye :
mim nk broadband x..aku tnyela bp sbln n kate nk leh tp tggu sem dpnla
sape lak nk byrkn
then a.adi kate tu under along so die xguna coz de 2 bb
nak je mntk bb..hahahha...
kesimpulannya ana ade broadband free lah
sukelah jd ank bongsu nie! :)

Manila

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 1:10 AM 0 comments
Manila...yes a trip that should took place ths week...
I xtau pape then suddenly my cptain msg
Seriously i cume online if i kt jb my sis’s house
Tp when i’m home i xde internet...
N after he informed me then i try use my BASIC FONE SONY K330
Korg pon xpernah sedr kewujudan tth fone kn?
Coz honestly my fone rosak so i lost all contact num n no one say a word to me
So jgnla ckp cm u did everythng as if i xnk g
Sape yg xnk...but all of sudden in one day i was informed then nk try cr sponsor
Wht bout other things???? Plan yg lain? My fmly’s vacation?? Mmgla x kt luar negara n its cheap tp it was the plan...i was the teammate n i deserve at least a peace of info! So dun simply said oh i did everythng like i dun appreciate it,for god sake!

People who read...i xmarah tp if u r at my place how would u feel?????

Sunday, May 9, 2010

memandu manda

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 11:31 AM 2 comments
seronokla driving
rase cm ketagih lak
tp jalan sibuk xdrive
di highway sedap rasenye memandu
tenang sikit kepale..
jumaat hrtu drive 2kali p senai
i just want to be good in driving n i like it :)

Monday, May 3, 2010

...

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 4:42 PM 0 comments
i dun mind people hating me
i'm saying the truth, n Allah knows well
i know u very well so u cn do wht u want
as long as u r happy

sometimes fresh air is needed
and sometimes old things shows everything

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

senyap

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 7:27 PM 0 comments
da check result okla
wlaupun xla hebat
rase need some space
so i wont be around for a while...

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

final paper and shocking news yesterday

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 11:05 AM 6 comments
bermula ngn semalam aku ade paper ling app
then setelah study bersama febby,aku pulang
esok nya exm pg n bgun cm biase..
da ready nak siap2 along call
aku da rase xsedap,xdenye die jnis cmtu
die tnye bile hbs n leh lik cpt x
aku pun da rase meremang
ok then satu statement "papa msk hospital"
hmmm...sblm g exm
sdh..pttla asik teringat jer..redha ngn paper,jwp je
thn ptg after exm along call n dpt ckp ngn papa
die ok...kena rest da kt umah
hmm...lega tp xsenang dduk
tetibe stress
xpernah2 dr awl exm stress
dgn paper lit crit yg nak jdkn sy philospher
mcm2 lah theory...serah je la ptg nie
hopefully okla n general question
papa,stay strong n healthy..i miss u :(

Sunday, April 4, 2010

final exam & end of semester

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 4:24 PM 0 comments
dua benda dlam 1
gembira dan sedih
xsbr dan xmahu pergi
semakin hampir tp xmahu terima
kwan2 dah grad
short sem aku xmek so aku tggal umah 3bln
start next sem nnti ialah my last semester in uia
hai cepatnye masa berlalu
rindu sesetengah benda
dan final exam kali ni aku xrase semangat study cm selalu
tah nape, lg2 2 last papers neh
malas yg amat dan langsung xnak bukak buku kalu leh
nape yer.....

next chapter : PAPA'S BIRTHDAY!
last few days (2.4.2010) adlah brthday papa
aku sempat wish kt msg jer
then papa reply, xdoakan papa cpt sehat n sembuh??
mase tu rase menitik lak air jernih
i love u papa...sssooooo much!
aku bersyukur aku ada papa, xcam anak yatim xde papa
papa, i miss u...stay healthy..i want to experience life with u next to me
like u use to do when i was a kid..when u holds my hand crossing the road..
my long life journey is about to begin after graduation...and i want u to be there watching me taking each road to my own journey.....i need u,always...

mode : sakit rumah (homesick)

Saturday, April 3, 2010

driving

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 1:28 AM 0 comments
sekarang aku taula betapa seksa n penat drive manual
kesian nye la hai papa drive everyday pontian-jb
k cite pasal papa, I MISS HIM!!

ckgu smlm suruh aku belajar parking....pergh cm buah pulasan lah memulas stereng! then 3 penjuru...termati2 enjin aku...naseb baik r td blaja kul 1 start time org g semayang so cm lengang jer skem tu..kalu x mmg sah aku siap leh terlanggar org kot...tp ckgu tu gesa2,bile gesa aku kalut mati r enjin..lek r,kate belajar memandu...aku wat sesorg dlm kete leh lak pass parking...siap bwk kete sorg ckgu tggu kt bukit...yg lawaknye smlm tah bape kali mati enjin kat bukit..hampesss! ahahaha

esok 1 last class...tgn n kaki sakit hrni xilang ag..cmne tu ek...kena tdo awl coz class pg,da r sekarng memnjang bgun tgh hr jek...hai ank dara!

Monday, March 29, 2010

L world

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 5:48 PM 0 comments
bukan lesbo world ok
itu adalah dunia org yg memiliki lesen L
smlm aku br dapat
xilang debar da kena drive
aku sesah kan aje
cm xcye aku leh gerakkan kenderaan
walaupon kancik kire 1st time la aku drive
cikgu wat org takut tau suruh drive tetibe
aku pon layan kn jer
part mati enjin mmg wajib,mase nak gerak kuar simpang...hahahhaa
n yg paling kelakar,aku g berhenti kt tgah jalan
ckgu tnye nape awk berhenti
aku cm ngigau ingat tu junction...hahahaha
lawak ye anda hamim xpernah pgang stereng mmg cmtula
hoisshh debar kalah debaran sehati berdansa...lawak jer
senyum memanjang time drive,siap menyanyi lagu ketika cinta bertasbih ..hahahaha
dan2 ade mase lebih ckgu terus ajar naik bukit...nenong2 aku bwak..hahahhaha

mode : sukee belajar tp susah nk ilang rase debaran sehati berdansa neh! hahaha

Saturday, March 27, 2010

i'm ok!

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 7:54 PM 3 comments
td cm merajuk ngn mama
mane leh lame2..
family ttp family,syg ttp syg
dala rindu mama pn ckap adik lameeee xlik
hati xsedap oi lelame merajuk, ptg td call homey
ok ilang rindu bual ngn papa n mama
tetibe je aku rase cm xnk keje la 3bulan nk duk kepit ngn mama n papa
hahahhaha..mengong da aku neh
nk exam ni cm homesick lak
selalu gap aku lik,kali ni lesen punye pasal daaa
owh ye esok nntikan cerita selanjutnye ttg lesen
gatai da tgn nak pegang lesel L
hahhaa L br, esok 1st class driving
dgr testimoni dr mudzalipah ckgu aku tomboy
n rock...xkesahla jnji bukan lelaki miang
hahahhaha
owh n aku wat sumthng utk kwn rpat yg nak grad
barisan graduan adalah : hassy, atyynn , waneq

mode : happy dpt bual ngn mama n papa,brla leh study :)

merajuk hati

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 1:59 PM 0 comments
adik watpe
nape senyap lame na xtelefon
adik merajuk ke
hrni xde kelas ke

harini sbtu, mane de class
now you remember you have a daughter yg masih blaja
i thought u have forgotten me
i thought u have enough with ur son next to u
only then to realize i'm here

biasela mama favouring anak lelaki
lame aku senyap br nak tanye adik merajuk ke
xsemua anak bongsu manja and gedik
and xsemua yg gedik n manja tu anak bongsu
so senang cite aku down sikit..
i'm nt in a good mood

salam

Monday, March 22, 2010

last chapter with hasliza

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 11:44 AM 0 comments










ye, sblm die grad akhirnye mandi gak sesame
setelah byk kali gagal misi kami
last saturday 20hb kami ke sg tekala
mandi laa manda,spt biase rombongan kak kiah
terdiri drpd hamim,wan,faiz,hasliza
then kami menuju puncak ke putrajaya
berjayalah kami tgk belon udara panas dikala cuaca panas
wlaupn penat tp best...smpi xlarat me n wan nk jalan,sbnrnye aku pling xlarat! haha bdk gemuk!
then meryap2 di alamnda,dinner..kmudian lik la ke holy land..

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

wondermilk

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 3:14 PM 0 comments






krn dgr cupcake kt wondermilk cm best aku pn g la sane
yg lwaknye nk p tp xtau jln
sbnrnye nk clbrte brthdy wan yg hrtu xsmpat wat pon
tp die gak drive kesane...so xsuprise sgtla..
hahha..cume cun gakla da nyala lilin :)
so after class g la damansara...

as expected..we lost..hahaha

biasela..kmi mmg jenis redah
aku lak ngn mood swing nye da mulela berapi
beliau da diam je coz tau da angin aku
ditmbah lak ngn jam coz da ptg...haiiisshh
at one point aku siap ckp if xde lik jela
last2 wan kate xpela,biar i cr dlu
then da penat kuar masuk lorong
akhirnye...msuk 1lorong alangkah hppy tgk ss21!!!!
hahaha...then pening2 cr shop nye lak...
then jmpe..after beli kmi p cineleisure coz mlas nk redah jam
mkn dlm kete then br g dinner kt ikea :)








Tuesday, March 9, 2010

kerana kasih diri tersisih

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 4:35 PM 2 comments
itulah ungkapan utk kwn yg tah pape
i xrefer kpd specific tp bak kate org;
sape mkn cili die rase pedas, sape mkn kfc die jilat jari
hahahha
aku xkesah la korg nak cmne pn pasni
aku mmg kwn yg xbaik, xpandai bodek
tp ak xlupe kwn n tlg kwn if mmpu
so pndai2 la korg bwk diri
lalang ditiup angin mengikut, aku xikut sbb berat xleh goyang! hahahha
tp tula sifat aku..aku mmg kdg hangin tp if ak tau kbnrannye then ak xkesah..aku tau ade je yg kwn cite cm org salah pdahal hang salah..
sile siasat pe kite wat...supya xsalahkn org
tp in my case, mmg terang2 la kwn nk lepaskn diri je..
ko da lepas ko lek2 je..
aku xmencarut kalu xde pape, mmg betul kate waneq susah nak train diri jd pemaaf n yg pntg penyabar, i just cant help to hate u guys

mode : da xkuasa

Monday, March 8, 2010

monday 8 march 2010

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 9:54 PM 0 comments
ye tepat pd tarikh itu kmi kena pre-reg mahallah
mcm2 msalah dtg
dr mlm smpi ke mlm esoknye aku still xleh regster
tepat 12 mlm aku try log in
tp cm haram xleh pilih blok n level
esok aku pn g la pg2 ngn membe ke office
akak office pn xtau nk wat cmne
sudah2 die call itd n kate wat after 10
aku pn wat smpi ke bilek org
xleh jgk! ak sbr!
kul 11 nak p class ade presenttn
kwn yg sorg kate kwn nye kate system ok after 11
mane dan nye
aku sbr lg...after ling app aku pn p lab hs
xleh jgk..sbr lg!
after 2 dlm 3 lbh aku g offce bersame 2 ag membe
akak tercinta kate, xleh watpe sbb yg problem sape xmek sem3
and plss keep on trying bebeh, if xleh dtg wat manually
aku sbr lg!
aku pn lik ngn kekecewaan dan menangis krn tension ngn problem yg akan aku uraikn dibwh
tertdo bgun terngat esk nk present romantic tp xbrape prepare
so aku pn p la atas cafe sesorg online
bukak fb tgkla mcm2 status,bdk ict pon bengang dgn kekhinziran system itu
aku pn tergerak la nak bukak n try
leh n ade blok, leh pilih..aku pn excited call si teman yg aku ingat kn xdpt lg regstr bilek
smpi terputus2 call 2,3 kali
dgn tanpa rasa bersalahnye die kate : "td ptg kite suruh SI KIAH (bkn name sbnr) watkn if dpt..so kite da dpt bilek..
SY UCAPKAN BRAVO PAK TAM NGN CARA ANDA MELUPAKAN KWN YG SUSAH2 TLG ANDA X P CLASS UNTUK TRY REGSTER!!!
Allah nak tahan aku dr mencarut, credit pon hbs..menitis air mata ku yg rock ini..ingatkn pas nangis ptg td i'm cool..hati manusia yg bernama perempuan
WALAUPN AKU KASAR TP HATI AKU MASIH ADE BAU WANGI LG KO TAU X!!
last2 krn excited nk tlg kwn n aku terlupe aku lum select n mula2 nk kt level 2 n itu bilek yg tggl n kwn yg hebat tu punye bilek..aku pn search level 3..da dpt, XLEH CLICK CONFORM!!!
aku da ilang sbr, ngn krdt yg xde n kwn yg hebat!
last2 aku msg ngn kredit 3sen celcm kat wan mintak die tlg wat
internet die lembap, aku sbr lg!
ALHAMDULILLAH aku dpt bilek F3.6 (a)
dan sekrg kite beralih kpd nape aku ngis tensen smpi tertdo ptg td...aku da siapkn sbjct nk presnt pg td n bile cmpile nk print aku cek kwn yg hebat td main copy je dr tenet tnpa cek poem tu salah..HEBAT! n stahu aku, keje sume bincang n aku yg type, die gak kate da type separuh, tup2 pas print ade satu benda xde n bfore present aku tgk satu benda nie salah...aku tnye die, die leh reply : KMU XCHECK EH? wtf ! aku da tlg wat sume n bg ko plih n ko plih part senang explain xterime kasih pn tnye aku cmtu, pastu wat muka,..TERIMA KASIH!

kwn2 tlg cerita kn kpd aku,ape yg aku harus wat?? mencarut da puas..aku jenis xckp sgt ble mrh tp bile aku xtegur ko,jgn tnye nape..DUNIA MMG NAK KIAMAT KRN PERANGAI MANUSIA CM LAHANAT...maaf, aku xrefer general tp pd yg wat aku cmni n previous post ttg kwn yg ngaku baik tp prgai cm haram jadah..maaf aku mmg mencarut...
adalah bernas tindakan aku mengambil bilek lain supaya aku xhangin ngn org yg pernah dkt ngn aku...

aku dlu jenis selfish yg amat, tp i learn to control it...tp disini, situasi membuatkan aku berkata pd diriku : "PASNI KO JGN HARAP AKU NK TLG PAPE OR KESIANKN SESAPE..I MEAN SESIAPE!!"

kdg ko sombong takat pointer lbh 0.1 dr aku, aku lek je..tp AT LEAST AKU TAU ED HARDY TU BERIBU HRGA TSHRTNYE..BUKAN CM KO XAMEK TAU SEKELILING TP STILL RASE like fr example " i'm cool n good"...
mode : lapar xmkn ag n hangin tahap gaban! salam :)

Saturday, March 6, 2010

rumit-ramat roommate ku

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 7:08 PM 1 comments
kesah si kucing stalker sgt glmer
haha..kt fb smpi ke blog
hai hasliza n sai punye pasal
kdg kesian kt kucing tu tp klu kite xmkn nk bg ape
die lari sbb cafe da bankrupt
cafe hafsa da tutup..ye, sbb xlaku
syukur skrg minah korea da sopan santun
mekaseh beta ucapkan atas timbang rase anda..hahaha

Thursday, March 4, 2010

tired..n sick of the drama..

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 8:35 AM 0 comments
xlaratla layan korg
ye korg
yg knon cm kwn
tp dtg n blah cmtu je
susah or sdh terhegeh2
senang sgt lupe dr
org kate xde kwn sunyi
tp aku rase lg bgus xde yg rapat
sbb bile kite hrgai die, die wat taik
ade yg cm mntk penampr kdg
kt luar org tgk sume cm ok je
pdahal aku je yg tau ko cmne
ko rase ko ok ko dtg klu ko xwat perangai
u think u r cool? but i think u'r fool
sorry to say, ngn perangai cmtu aku xheran k
n da mlas nk lyan
the fact tht this smester nk hbs kdg wat aku happy
sbb xdela yg annoying n pretending!
once u da wat perangai i nyampah tau
so plss pastu jgn nk wat cm xbersalah
aku layan for the sake of kesian or etc
n issue bout kwn tikam kwn
kwn jaja cite kwn aku rase da basi
tp mmg aku rase useless ko ngaku kwn
sedangkn ko sendiri cite pasal die
apekah?
cmtu ke semua org ckp kt aku we need frens?
aku xperlu kwn muke2 cmtu..
ko ngn perangai ko leh blah..phm?
mmg rate2 cmtula..knon best fren
xde nye..xwujud pon
yg ade cume HIPOKRIT
bile nk mtk tlg baik je
ade kwn ko ko lupe org yg tlg ko
mmg TERBAIK la korg!

Monday, March 1, 2010

rahsia rindu

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 12:36 AM 0 comments
merindui tanpa ketahuan
menyedihkan

mencintai tanpa ketahuan
menyedihkan

kesedihan, kekecewaan..bebanan
yang xtertanggung dek manusia biasa

percaturan hidup sentiasa menguji
tapi tak bisa dipikul

kerinduan menjengah setiap hari
seperti setianya matahari & bulan diatas

kepastian, kesangsian silih berganti
menjenguk dikala hati buntu

cinta & rindu yang sendirian
xpernah lelah menemani diri

harapan yang xpasti
xpernah menyerah diri

tangisan yang sunyi & sepi
mengintai dimalam hari

air mata rindu
tak pernah lelah
seperti dirinya
xpernah jemu
walau sedih
walau sakit hatinya

Monday, February 22, 2010

register subject

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 4:21 PM 2 comments
cm xcaye da nak final sem...OMG!
n here i'am at itd waiting for the time..
cm biasela..
td pas class arab trus g sini..
supposedly i'm taking short semester tp batalkan my niat coz nk keje
which means i will only be left with one last semester..15 credit hours
unbelievable..but yet i have to face it..
the remaining subjects are:

comp app
world literature
creative thinking
method of dawah
LOP

this is the moment tht i should face whether i like it or not
those who are graduating, congratulation
especially has n atynn n waneq :)

i'm happy for everyone :)

n for the first time xamek short sem coz i plan to work :)
best of luck for everyone in future :)

salam..

Thursday, February 11, 2010

hilang

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 1:17 AM 2 comments
rase kehilangan
tp xtahu ape die
n my games teruk sgt last masum
tetibe terpikir ptut ke aku just stop bowling?
da xcam dulu..teruk sgt
aku xnakla org kate aku xserius
bowling mmg fav aku so xkanla aku xserius
xpela, maybe xde rezeki and ni petunjuk kot suruh aku stop
i cant even make it to the top 32!!
tht was so bad! xpernah aku main teruk cmni
lbh frust kalah kt negeri sendiri..tmpt yg pernah jd kenangn manis
serabutla..aku xtaula..n aku berpeluh cm ape bile bowl
uda kate sbb da gain weight..hahaha
kdg2 rase nk ksh syg n rase ia ade tp kdg rase give up
life must go on..i'm saying sayonara to certain things...

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

miss mellow

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 2:56 PM 2 comments



ye aku da beli die td ngn uda
drpd pulang tgn kosong aku rembat je
ni sbnrnye yg org letak kt kete sorong baby
siap lampu segala..haha
ye she's officially coming with me to jb
aku harap kalu aku peluh die leh kurgkn
g kdai hrdware sume xde pn
ni je ade..lbh baik dr xde
die akan menyala bila di pasang
menggunakan bateri AA dua ketol
hahaha..mmg aku sesah jek..
mode : peot , rase xsehat

Sunday, January 31, 2010

berhenti berharap

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 8:49 AM 0 comments
kdg2 kita mmg harapkan sesuatu
tapi bila kita tahu kebenarannya
wlaupun pahit, kita mesti telan
terpaksa harungi jugak walaupn rasa berat

aku letakkan titik noktah

Monday, January 25, 2010

34 games in 3 days

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 10:44 AM 0 comments
ye record yg xpernah aku wat!
tp last 3 days aku di melaka kami kena main 34 games
apekah..xde trainng bfore tu
tup2, dtg nah ko 6 games pg 6 lg ptg..
hr pertama steady ag..
hr kedua da xlarat..
then hr ketiga aku happyla xmsuk masters coz penat tu..
tetibe urusetia dtg..M2P, main skrg..
nk nangis ko..cz ade yg trik diri..
apela..aku lak tetibe..
aku pun sesah jela saki-baki 10 games..
serius aku xpernah rase penat cmni n sakit pn satu hal..
tp kenangan manis la untuk diri aku sendiri
sbbnye aku lme xtrainng tp..
tp aku dpt score yg aku idamkn iaitu 209 n 213..
lame sgt rase aku xcecah 200 tu..
alhamdulillah..wlaupun xmenang, aku still chill ngn my mates
kmi bertiga je...gurlss..tp trip ni sgt best coz xpressure n gelak je
k la, aku nk lik nie...khamis kena lik sini coz trainng loorr
next week tourney di kulai jaya for masum..hohohohoho

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

kosong

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 6:17 PM 0 comments
xrase pape..
nk test pon xde semngat nk study cm dlu..
i don't know why..
g class pon cm xrase pape..
g jalan or kuar pun kdg cm rase biase je..

i need those courage n spirit back

Monday, January 18, 2010

menghitung hari

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 3:14 AM 0 comments
semua aku hitung
hr nk grad
nk brthday
nk pisah ngn kwn
bp lme kwn ngn die
bile harith nk sek
bile nk keje
ble nk hbs study

mcm2..tp yg pasti aku rindu semua kenangan aku

Friday, January 15, 2010

rahsia hati

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 2:53 AM 0 comments

cinta mmg aneh
boleh membuat org sedih,bahagia,muram
cinta didalam hati walaupun dipendam
kelihatan jua..ketahuan juga..
terima kasih kerana xmenjauhkan diri..
terima kasih kerana memahami..
wlaupun tanpa sebarang lafaz..

hanya kasih syg yg dipinta..xlebih..
semoga hanya diri ini saja dapat memiliki ksh syg itu..xdikongsi
**already give it to u..n never stop..forever n ever..
terima kasih..ayat ini sungguh menyentuh hatiku..


Tuesday, January 12, 2010

i'll take it from here MYSELF

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 9:08 PM 0 comments
i know i'm nt good enough..
what have i done wrong?
i try to make others happy
did i deserve this..
fine..i know i've been a burden all these while
i will go on my own when the time comes
i will..stay as far as i can..
so that i wont hurt others..
its ok if i was the one get hurt..
i'm used to it..
to the promise that someone will help..
but in the end it will only be me..just me
i've made the decision, i will find the guts to do everythng by myself..
thnx for reminding me..
and sorry for being a burden all ths while..
it will ends soon..

i wish i was not a burden..
i wish i live on my own..

salam

perjalanan mencari cinta

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 4:03 AM 0 comments
cinta yang kita inginkan ada
cinta yang kita inginkan menjauhkan diri dr kita
cinta yang kita inginkan bukan milik kita
cinta yang kita inginkan hilang

perjalanan yang penuh dgn benda yang xdiduga
segalanya ada tapi adakah ia milik kita
bilakah ia akan menghampiri?
atau adakah ia dekat tapi sebenarnya jauh,,xtergapai
aku letih..aku lesu
kerana mencari yang tidak hadir
menjenguk pd yang xjengah
bermain dgn perasaan..seksa,sungguh..
tapi xmampu menjauhkan diri
kerana keserasian
tp bukan milik ku
dan mungkin xkan jd milikku
ya Allah, bg aku kekuatan
tenangkan perasaan ku

salam

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

kantoii

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 4:28 PM 0 comments



ye sile besarkan mate anda sume
daku failed!!!
babun tul..mmg pdn muka aku pun
coz memain bc sekali jer..latihan lgsung xwat

parah nk kuar duit for resit test rm35
so anyone nk derma? haha
next week le br leh amek
kalu x da settle da ths week

nasib badan coz mlas sgt..hee
org sume kate senang..mmg senang tp konpiuss
akibat xwat soalan cntoh..hamim2
apela hai hang neh..

xpela pasni jgn tnye nape
daku tdo ngn buku memandu tu! cet!
xpe2..sbr..pdahal pas result daku trus msg org rapat
mencarut xsudah..along dok gelak..mmafla ye bazirkan duit along..hee

weekend ni as planned daku, wan, has, faiz, mun
will go to kak ili's weddg
wah2..akak atyn nk kwin..
kami g reramai since atyn da jmput

dan class archery beta hr JUMAAT
xke hampess tu org xde class on tht day
saje je tau..da r 1st class die dtg 10mnts bfore 6..
hello!! class start at 5 LOL!

aku xtau pe jd kat aku coz dgr die wat fitness test
mekasehla nk test badak cm aku neh!! hahaha

hppy new year everyone!

salam

Friday, January 1, 2010

2010

Posted by H.A.M.I.M at 1:40 AM 0 comments
2009 telah melabuhkan tirainya sejam lbh yg lalu
aku kt bilik n sitting in front of my lappy
i dun bother bout celebrating it
coz tht wont change anythng unless u change urself

mcm2 yg aku lalui sepanjang thun 2009
suka,duka dan lara sbg asam garam kehidupan
yang telah mencorakkan kehidupan seharianku
tanpa pengalaman apelah ertinya hidup yang xberirama

kenangan manis dan pahit silih berganti
mengimbau segala memori membuatkan aku lebih dewasa
yang pastinya ingin aku mulakan segalanya semula untuk 2010
meneruskan ape yg telah aku mulakan dan menamatkan apa yang telah aku sempurnakan

pelayaran kehidupan xpernah berhenti selagi hayat dikandung badan
begitu juga dengan kehidupan aku
sebagai pelajar,anak,adik,kwan...
semakin meningkat umurku,semakin perlu aku pikirkan tanggungjwpku

semoga segala yang indah menantiku dan menemaniku sepanjang 2010
selagi ada nafas, akan aku cuba layari hidup ini
wlaupun aku seorang, xbermakna aku tidak tabah
ada kala putus asa menjenguk di jendela tp Dia ada sentiasa

kebahagiaan xdtg bergolek
kita mesti mencari, dan definisi kebahagiaan berbeza bg setiap individu
aku akan mencari dan melupakan ape yg patut
supaya hidup ini dpat dinikmati dan tidak disia2 kan

semoga kita memperolehi segala yang kita impikan jika diizinkannya

salam
 

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